Fat increase 110%

Okay i will list out what i eat today;
For lunch:
-Omlet rice with prawn
-2 Banana coklet waffel
-1Cokelate donut

After school;
-2 KitKat
-1 Box of chocolate

When i reach home:
-2 big Bowl of green bean with durian (super sweet)
-2 box of durian
-2 bbq chiken wing

Now;
-2 bbq chiken wing! haha

i think i gain alot of fats now! nvm i need to pamper myself! i been dieting for so long so yeah no harm after this holida i'm gonna get back my big and lean body back =p.. anyone wanna train with me? do running or swimming together ?

HOLIDAY MOOD! ON

YoooHoo.. 1 more day then i can go for 2 weeks holiday! woohoooo....
ehmm oh ya,, yesterday i went down to check my mail box and i saw this super cute dog! oh my gosh i can't control myself and i want to go play with it. but he kept on barking at me! i just don't care! haha cause it just a small tiny little dog! what kind of damage he can do on me! =p

and then the owner come down and she just a small little girl and guess what she said
"UNCLE! please don't disturb him later he bite" wahh,,, this is the first time ever got people call me Uncle, all of sudden i feel so shock and funny. do i look really that old untill the extend a small little girl call me uncle?! haha.. and i just realise that TIME is the killer! lol...

today i came class late again, but thanks God i manage to contribute abit for the team, at least i'm not a freeloader! =)

Sunday party!

First of all i would like to thanks to Shenzi and Ben to give me this oppurtunity again to be taking part of the fashion show, and helping me gaining more experience =) and my hard work all pay off by that day! =) thanks again Shenzi and Ben.

Phew.. finally the fashionshow is over!! haha i been dieting for months!! man!! before the fashion show i diet to the max 3 weeks without rice! man!!! everyday yong tou fu or fish soup! and tuna! super no life!!!


After the fashionshow i straight away run to the VIP area and realese the monster inside of me! i eat like hell! haha... imagine one full plate full of sushi and beef meatball! i think i got intake more then 70+ meat ball.. haha seriously bo pian i been doing low carbo high protein for months!
and now i think my body fucking chui now, haha... but nvm i enjoy it =)

anyway holiday coming soon! wooohoooo.. study 2 more days then holiday=)!!!!
i'm going back to bandung this time. it's been awhile since i go back there, i think got about 5 years? man!!! the first thing i'm gonna do over there is meet up with my friends! haha,,
and if i can i will look for her =), i hope i can meet her this time. just hope that she havent change the address yet. and moved back to bandung already.
Oh ya HTML was super FUN! i totally understand all the shit man. and i manage to take some picture during html lesson!

^$&%*&%^!!!! i'm so dead now! i forgot to do today RJ! shit la.. E for sure. come late, do nothing. shit man! shit! today super difficult la so i decided to give up! and play my psp in the class! haha... sian sian...










Ehh this picutre super old school.. that one when i was sitll in db! haha... i really miss those moment even though we kanna alot of shit but i was really fun the bonding and all the stuffs!
haha well thats gonna be my sweetest memory =)

i'm dumb

Today i pon school again.. i dont know why i just feel very tired, last teusday i pon because i feel super stress and now i pon again, some more today got UT! sian -.- miss one of the UT already. well.. i must buck up now else i'm really have to retake module! geee!!!
sometimes i really feel very bad for pontening but.... aiyah... sian
COME ON GUSTI STUDY HARD YOU STUPID RETARD NOOB!
haha... it's actually kind of fun scolding yourself..


crazy mode on!

STRESS TO THE MAX!

Today java was seriously damn difficult!! man!! i totally gave up! and i decided to sleep during the 3rd meeting for 3o mins!! haha..
And the UT sighs, don't even mention about it totally "CHUI" and i submit my work shift wrongly! Ended up i must call Colin to change the time! so sorry for the trouble Colin.
i don't know why i feel so stress lately!
so after UT i straight away rush to workplace.. today was fun! haha.. around 9.55 shenzi come to store to visit us. hmpf..

well i guess i'm going to miss Daniel man! he is moving to CityLink. sad.. he was like my first mentor and friend in NUM=). one by one are going man,, i feel sian work like never as fun as before already.
Around July Vincent, Kevin they all ciao already, they all going for ns meaning i will got lesser and lesser friend to chill out. Seriously damn sian and sad.

well i'm going to request transfer to other store as well. Perhaps with new environment i can work better?
i really enjoy my day that i spent in NUM but thing are not going to be the same as before already. . . hope my request will be approved =)

Seriously a lot of things happen lately. i really don't know how to express it in words but i just feel sad for not being trusted by the person whom i always believe in and trust him. i always seeks for his opinion about every things but.....
well no point doing explanation it will sounds like i just making an excuses for myself only. but i hope time will tell everything. yeah.. hope so.



Seriously i need to know before i even start it..

180 deg

Haha.. today i going to gym alone again... well i like to gym alone so i can take my own sweet time =) and i realise i change a lot already... i was so naive,nerd,etc that time but
All must thanks to you. thanks that you left me behind, and thanks for all the poison that you gave me!! seriously thanks.
Without you i don't think i can be what i'm now.. lol, to think back again i was so stupid and dumb that time.

Well past is past, i must let it go. haha...

anyway friday was great. catch movie with my PACAR QU! haha... after that meet min-min and her cousin, then we decided go to Balcony to chill out. after that the cousin sent us home =)
well got nothing much to say now.. very sleepy! haha...

turn in soon =)

well i took pic with my PACAR QU but havent edit yet. lol.. me and her just friend dont get wrong idea i call her PACAR QU doesn't mean she is my gf lol =p. i haven't edit it cause i havent install my photoshop =(

Friday.

Well... i swear i'm not going to any club in holiday eve! super sian!!! before dance i tired like hell already....
Zouk super pack reach there around 9 we tot we could get in without q but it's impossiable! we tried alot of alternative way... but it just won't work! friends not working on that day! sian...
but in the end kevin manage to get guest list for MOS! so yeah we heading to MOS to get our chop but guess what?!

Me, Kevin, and Zisky couldn't get in because of we wearing short pants! fuck them la.. short pants but we still look smart what... geee.. but we just won't give up, we cab to zisky's place to borrow his pants! haha.. we are so desperate.

eventhough the pant looks kuku on be but i just heck care! i just wanna club on that day! after we are inside the MOS, we couldn't dance at ALL!!! we all sweat like hell man! sian... i just can't enjoy myself on that day! i don't even bother to order drinks!.. *^&^#%* totally fucked up!



i need to know, before i fall in love