Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Love = Love? or Love = yourself?

Should love = love?
meaning should he or she love you equally the same as how you love them?
should you love yourself more? or your partner?

To me, i love her but i love myself as well, i care about her but on the other hand i do care a lot about myself as well.. so which one i belong to? love her more or myself?

I don't know..
I'm still trying and see how far can i go just for her... but for now she is the only person i care most right after my family and my buddies.

well just random thought of mine, haha..
anyway we presented our fyp already today at 10AM and manage to get the codes works, thank you guys, for these past 13 weeks.. just love you guys "jia le ting" and "wo wei shanny"

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Hugs and love

Okay guys, do you guys like to be hug by other?
to tell you i'm totally in love it! i love it, when my dad hug me (of course he soldom do it, in fact he only did it like once?) i feel so secure as if even the whole world collapse he will be there for me,
If i could hug my mom i bet it's going to be nice.. but too bad she is gone but still i still remember i manage to hold her hand before she left us..,
My step-mom? well i love her.. and she hug me like once also, i feel awkward but well i like the feeling, she is the woman that i love and respect most after my mom.

and lastly, my girl.... i feel so good and great when she hug me from the back, (I know what are you guys thinking it's not that "part" okay! haha), It's the feeling, i feel peace, calm, secure and love at the same time.

Question for me,
Kiss or Hugs?
well i'm a greedy person, i want it both! if well. i love to kiss on her forehead and smell her! haha.. it make me feel good(do take note i'm not a pevert okay).


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Luck? where are you?


Well this is sooo f***ed up, i lost my phone yesterday.
YES i lost it, and guess how i lost it?
I don't even know, only 2 possiablity:
1.While i'm having something,, you know what i mean. i drop inside the toilet bowl (rate 70%)
2.I drop in the toilet and some lucky brat pick it up (rate 30%) -.-

I was damn screwed, my mom nag+scold+nag+scold again and again on the phone.. well it was really my bad, for not taking a good care of my belongings.
She warn me if i'm lost my phone again, she ain't going to buy for me anymore, YES no more -.-
i got no options left but have to agree with her, and i really feel bad for that.
I been spending too much, way too much already. i should really learn how to save. sigh..

any tips?
so yeah.. forget about the bad thing happen to me.. move on to some good news.
i got myself a blackberry bold. whee yaaa chopp kapow!!.. (i still feel bad okay).
and i'm like an ice age man who trying to use high tech phone, took me almost 6 hours how to use the functions and stuffs -.- ..

to someone.. i miss you badly. i wish i could spend more time with you.
the only thing i want is "Time". more time with you =)

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Determinations!

Okay, after months of resting and staying in the comfort zone.
It's time for me to hit to the gym again, yeah! welcome,, for entering the zone of no life again.

i want to get back in shape i been looking like shit recently cause of the mass gainning and my tummy look huge now.
it's time to cut and be big and lean! haha =)) cheers..

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Welcome "EF 17-40mm F/4 L"

Welcome to my house lens =)) haha
just got this dope with jeffry at Ms colour, i really hope this lens can serve me well..

If cant suit my shooting style i will just sell it away next month.. so pls pls serve me well k? haha..

Btw i just uploaded my new picture in to my facebook so yeah.. perhaps you guys will be kind enough to click on the link and drop some comment? haha=)


So here by now! i'm telling you guys. everything is solved! my romance life is solve and guess what?
happy endinggg... well it's not really end! but yeah for this chaper is closed.
the new chapter will begin soon, it's a tough and long road i need to face with this person whom i love and i adore most =)
well let's pray hope everything will be fine =)

Song of the day
Sean kingston - fire burning

Monday, July 6, 2009

Stalker? huh? YES! haha

Omg, i can't believe it.
I'm actually stalking this girl from youtube? HUH? YES! i can't believe it! i just did it.
But seriously she got the voice, skill and of course she look cute to me. haha.. I GOTTA stop this lol.. this is my first time and gonna be my last time to stalk someone! haha..

here is the video: enjoy


PS: i found this video in facebook, someone post it. i cant remember who.