STRESS TO THE MAX!

Today java was seriously damn difficult!! man!! i totally gave up! and i decided to sleep during the 3rd meeting for 3o mins!! haha..
And the UT sighs, don't even mention about it totally "CHUI" and i submit my work shift wrongly! Ended up i must call Colin to change the time! so sorry for the trouble Colin.
i don't know why i feel so stress lately!
so after UT i straight away rush to workplace.. today was fun! haha.. around 9.55 shenzi come to store to visit us. hmpf..

well i guess i'm going to miss Daniel man! he is moving to CityLink. sad.. he was like my first mentor and friend in NUM=). one by one are going man,, i feel sian work like never as fun as before already.
Around July Vincent, Kevin they all ciao already, they all going for ns meaning i will got lesser and lesser friend to chill out. Seriously damn sian and sad.

well i'm going to request transfer to other store as well. Perhaps with new environment i can work better?
i really enjoy my day that i spent in NUM but thing are not going to be the same as before already. . . hope my request will be approved =)

Seriously a lot of things happen lately. i really don't know how to express it in words but i just feel sad for not being trusted by the person whom i always believe in and trust him. i always seeks for his opinion about every things but.....
well no point doing explanation it will sounds like i just making an excuses for myself only. but i hope time will tell everything. yeah.. hope so.



Seriously i need to know before i even start it..